"You want to.... what?" he asked, certain he'd misheard.
He was standing at his bedroom door, leaning against the doorframe and looking down at his roommate with a stunned expression. They had been chatting about work-life balance, hobbies, habits, and all that. The stuff that kept them sane in between studying and taking tests. Mark had teased him that his hobby was collecting sex toys, which Ian had brushed aside, arguing that at least it was better than talking to his fish.
And then Mark had taken a half-step closer. only a few inches but Ian had felt the distance close between them- shifting from something casual to something... else, and the brunette told him he wanted to see his collection, leading to the present moment, and Ian's stupefied expression.
"You... want to... fuck. Um... okay. Give..... Give me a few minutes? Like, go make a pop-tart or something." Ian said, gently closing the door between them.
His heart was racing. Mark.... wanted to come in his room? And talk about sex? About toys? The dark-haired boy tried to keep his breathing in check as he darted around his room, trying to clean up. He was a slob and a half, never having a good enough reason to keep his personal space tidy, but Mark... Mark was that reason. Hell, Mark was his reason for a lot of things. If Mark wanted to come inside, he wanted him to like being in his room. Maybe enough to you know, stay... hang out....
"Slow down, Ian... you're getting ahead of yourself..." He muttered as he collected all his trash from around the room and shoved it all into a large trash sack. "He's probably not interested in you. That can't be it. He's just... well, he's new to this whole sex thing, so he wants you to teach him the basics, right? That's gotta be it. Just a general rundown of what's out there.... yep. Totally normal chat between two bros. Entirely platonic."
Ian put his face in his hands. It was burning up. Why did his chest feel so tight? Talking to himself usually kept him from getting too worked up, but there were some non-platonic thoughts that were creeping into his brain and it was getting him riled
"Settle down.... Take it slow...." he whispered to himself, wondering if he should change the sheets on his bed. He had a bad habit of snacking in his bed while he studied, so there were crumbs... That would bother Mark, right? He didn't want him to be bothered. Fucking hell, why did he even think that Mark would be in between his bedsheets anyway?? Shit. Don't think about that, Ian. If you let him in here with a boner it's gonna be weird.
He changed the sheets anyway. He really did just want things to be nice. He even made the bed. Sorta. Not like he had a lot of practice but at least it didn't look like a gremlin nest anymore. What to do with the trash, though.... he'd filled up an entire 10-liter bag, and if he brought it outside mark would realize just how much filth there had been in his room. He wanted to make a good impression.... So, he opened his window, took off the screen, and tossed the trashbag out, down two stories to the lawn below. He'd go put it in the dumpster later. But for now, his room actually looked nice. Nice enough for Mark.
Wait, one last thing....
Ian went over to his trunk full of.... 'stuff,' and opened the lid. If Mark saw some of this stuff, the bondage gear, the chastity cage, the sounding rod, the sex swing... you know, the really kinky stuff, it would probably freak him out, right? Ian grabbed his breakfast-in-bed-tray (a totally worthwhile investment) and carefully put his tamer toys on there. Anal plugs, dildos, vibrators, pretty basic stuff. He closed the chest and placed the tray on top. Yeah, that seemed good. A nice little introduction to toys, to very platonically help educate his crush with. Mark wouldn't know this was only like.... a fraction of what he owned, right?
Now that he was done cleaning and preparing, he went back to his bedroom door and stuck his head out. "Okay Mark, you can come in now."